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Dec. 3rd, 2003 09:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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See, this is why I can't have anything nice. Either I ferret it away to keep it safe, unseen and forgotten -- or it gets taken away from me. It doesn't much matter if 'it' is material or immaterial, a thing or a concept, I don't get to keep nice things.
Medeni dies, my charm necklace breaks, my friends move half-continents away, other people discard me like a used Kleenex, Farscape gets cancelled for not one single good reason... I get my brand-new dog-design Starbucks insulated tumbler filled up with piping hot buttered cider, it falls out of my bag onto the hard floor of the Target checkout line and cracks inside and out before I can take one sip of $2.60 of beverage.
It's useless, except as a pencil cup or something. It was nice, and now I've made it junk.
I don't get to keep nice things. They always get ruined.
See, this is why I can't have anything nice. Either I ferret it away to keep it safe, unseen and forgotten -- or it gets taken away from me. It doesn't much matter if 'it' is material or immaterial, a thing or a concept, I don't get to keep nice things.
Medeni dies, my charm necklace breaks, my friends move half-continents away, other people discard me like a used Kleenex, Farscape gets cancelled for not one single good reason... I get my brand-new dog-design Starbucks insulated tumbler filled up with piping hot buttered cider, it falls out of my bag onto the hard floor of the Target checkout line and cracks inside and out before I can take one sip of $2.60 of beverage.
It's useless, except as a pencil cup or something. It was nice, and now I've made it junk.
I don't get to keep nice things. They always get ruined.
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Date: 2003-12-04 03:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-04 04:33 am (UTC)you
Date: 2003-12-04 03:14 am (UTC)Elizabeth
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Date: 2003-12-04 03:21 am (UTC)And I can't take a cup back that was a birthday present and not carried by the store and lie about it, because it was given to me and it was special because of that.
And it's my Medeni Ci-Jones animagi necklace. It was... erm. A present from Sirius. I have to find the time and concentration to sit down and try to re-attach itty-bitty links.
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Date: 2003-12-04 03:21 am (UTC)And I offered to fix the charm necklace. The fact that it broke wasn't you, it was the way I made it, eh? Send the pieces back; I'll fix it and it will be better than before. See, that's what happens: things break, then in mending they're strengthened.
Promise.
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Date: 2003-12-04 04:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-04 03:25 am (UTC)If it matters at all, I think you are a nice thing.
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Date: 2003-12-04 03:38 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2003-12-04 03:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-04 04:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-04 04:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-04 04:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-04 03:47 am (UTC)As for Farscape, I don't know if you heard it or not, but the Jim Henson Company decided to finish it. For more info look here and here. :)
At least that is good news, right?
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Date: 2003-12-04 04:05 am (UTC)camels'corgis' backs and all... y'know?no subject
Date: 2003-12-04 04:16 am (UTC)Puppies make it all better. Hug your dogs. They're nice, I'm sure. And anyone who discards you isn't worth having anyway.
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Date: 2003-12-04 04:31 am (UTC)And yeah, that's why I have found some non-discarding people... with no material existence instead. Frustrating.
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Date: 2003-12-04 08:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-04 10:17 am (UTC)sorry I can't console you by threatening a trip to Florida, but trips abroad are cancelled for the foreseeable future. that said, if you do intend to hop on that new direct Continental flight from NY to Scotland, there is always an attic bedroom with a view of the Pentland Hills for you ...
percival
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Date: 2003-12-04 06:28 pm (UTC)Cait
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Date: 2003-12-04 06:30 pm (UTC)*massive hugs and pats*
On the good side....
Date: 2003-12-05 03:41 am (UTC)Corgi, you effect and influence dozens of people and more just by your existence. Please know that we love you.
Jim/Jared/ol' whats-his-name
Re: On the good side....
Date: 2003-12-05 04:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-12-05 04:44 am (UTC)- Your friends that have moved half-continents away love you still
- People who discard you like a used Kleenex have their own issues and you shouldn't take it personally.
- I don't know the particulars to understand why Farscape was canceled
- Actually, a pencil cup is very handy...especially if it is pleasant to look at.
*Hugs* - we may have different beliefs/different hobbies and interest...but I say this as your friend - I think you are an amazing person.