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In about a fortnight, it'll be the end of the first year without D'Argo.

Barrayaran custom, while technically fictional, suits my aesthetic. Once again, I took the little brass brazier with the dog figurine on the side and half-filled it with sand; went out to Medeni's burial site, lit the charcoal (it was uncooperative, and the matches were worse. I need fresh matches and better charcoal.) and after it started glowing, dropped in the ring of my hair and the little twizzle of dog hair tweaked from 2½corgwn and a very unsheddy mutt.

Burning hair smells awful, but there's a nice symbolism there of the bitterness of loss, isn't there. After a bit, I added some "church" incense (maybe I should have gone to a real botanica, this was thin stuff), which, even though not perhaps the best-made, sweetened the smoke with the rich scent of frankincense and other resins melting and sizzling away.

Sirius blinked in the lower western sky, fuzzy in my un-eyeglassed vision, but easily identified. It feels so appropriate to have him watching over the ritual. I thought about my family who are no longer with me, vexed that I'd misplaced the actual years for some.

I left the brazier to finish burning off the hair, some extra incense, possibly the mess of discarded matches which had tried to ignite the charcoal... my dogs were waiting for me, impatient.

Date: 2011-04-08 04:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blueeyedtigress.livejournal.com
(((HUGS))) to you, dear. For all the pain of the loss of our furchildren, we wouldn't have given up knowing them, and they have enriched our lives. I believe we shall meet our lost ones again.

Your lost dogs and my lost cats are likely playing together in the Summerlands, and will have a great deal of fun while they wait for us to join them -- and they won't worry, in that timeless place, that I wish it many years before either of us goes ...

Date: 2011-04-08 05:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cerrberus.livejournal.com

Date: 2011-04-08 10:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jeffreycwells.livejournal.com
Not that it probably helps, but I feel for your loss. :(

Date: 2011-04-08 11:43 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-04-08 12:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] barsukthom.livejournal.com
A cold, grey day, full of melancholy. Hugs.

Date: 2011-04-08 02:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] xianghua.livejournal.com
It's been 10 years, 3 years, 5 years, and 3 months for Bou, Indy, Wings, and Kaylee. It gets less immediate, but I'm not sure some days that it gets any easier.

Date: 2011-04-08 05:06 pm (UTC)

Date: 2011-04-14 10:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] menonude.livejournal.com
Very intereresting reading. thx


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